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ADD ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) star_goes_out!!!!
*is officially done posting here*
for those who don't follow me... well... it's been real.. take care..
love 2 aLL
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[02 Sep 2004|02:51pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY jen_bob04!!!!
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[26 Aug 2004|03:03pm] |
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wow...i almost forgot what it was like to be online... I WISH KEVIN WOULD FIX MY FUCKIN COMPUTER SOON!!! grr...
see my sister (jen_bob04) went off to college last friday and she took her computer with her...so now i really need mine fixed...hmm that reminds me... it's weird not having her around =/
one of julie's good friends died this week in a car wreck...i knew her...but i didn't know her well.. i just feel horrible about it... the funeral is saturday...but i think i'll go to the visitation tomorrow at 7...it's just so sad...it makes me sick...
this week has been horrible...work is just stressing me out... and being broke is just eating me alive...
well ppl...sorry i couldn't comment or read ur recent entries... i don't have much time left so i better go... i hate this library...i'll HOPEFULLY get my computer fixed this weekend...so i can get back to my lovely LJ friends... =)
get back at me
~~JiLLiSSa
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[09 Aug 2004|11:37am] |
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i'm still alive
phone got shut off
can't get online...can't call anyone...
i'm losing my mind...
*leaves the library*
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[01 Aug 2004|12:56am] |
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people never cease to amaze me with their stupidity.
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[22 Jul 2004|08:14pm] |
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Take the quiz: "Your Drug Personality..."
Weed ;)
Ahh your a stoner ((maybe we should talk))... you are truly a unique person. You are prolly a very smart person, but in your own way. You are close with your friends... sometimes ignorant people will get in the way and think that your a big loser, but thats not how you are, you just like to look at the world from a different perspective, and you like to giggle alot - but who the fuck doesnt??Maybe you have some personal issues going on, but thats part of life - shit will work out. If not, then there is always the option of staring a marijuana farm!!!!
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[18 Jul 2004|01:20pm] |
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i finally got to sleep in...and i actually slept well for once... amazingly i still feel tired... my stomach has been killing me since last night... it's feeling better now but it better disappear soon...
on my left hand...between two of my knuckles...it's completely numb... i woke up and it was like that... it almost feels like it's asleep but it's not.. cuz no matter what i do it doesn't go away... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH IT?!?!?! help...it doesn't hurt... but i don't think i'm supposed to randomly go numb for no freakin reason...
well i'm bored so i'm out
get back at me
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[04 Jul 2004|12:35am] |
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hmm..saturday night and i'm home...this is unusual...my phone has been ringing off the hook with ppl tryin to get me to come out tonight lol...but i dunno.. i just don't feel like it...i thought i could sleep instead...but i keep tossing and turning... plus i had a nap earlier...so i dunno if i'll ever get sleepy...
i'm pretty happy about my new yellow lighter...oh..and i got a deck of care bear cards... yay for walmart...
the Lewis and Clark thing is going on in Atchison... the Early Show was reporting from there earlier this week... it kinda blows my mind that ppl actually come to visit this shit hole lol...and later this month i think the Amelia Earhart festival starts up again... what a happening little place i live in...
i got drunk last night...and went to work on 3 hours of sleep... but i wasn't that hungover...just sleepy and dehydrated...i plan on drinking tomorrow night... but we'll see i guess...
oh shit...i just remembered that tomorrow is the 4th ...hmm i gotta figure out what i'm doing...is it just me or does it not even seem like july? =/
and i've typed enough...
JiLLiSSa
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[01 Jul 2004|09:47pm] |
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i haven't updated in forever...sorry.... =/
i need my paid account back
i have a new puppy...i need a name for him though... i'm thinkin bout callin him Pac.. lol..but yeah...i dunno...my brother calls him Killer...but i don't like that name...help me!
what else is new with me? nothin exciting... =/
i suck.
jkm
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[16 Jun 2004|04:45am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2PAC!!
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[04 Jun 2004|03:05pm] |
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well as you all know...yesterday was my birthday...i had to work...i got sang to many times =) so i guess i didn't mind working on my birthday...well after work i went to buy the alcohol...then i picked Dust up and we came to my house and waited for everyone to show up so we could start playing quarters and shit...finally everyone got there...and just all of the sudden everyone was so fucked up lol..it was crazy.. but it was alot of fun..it woulda been better if more ppl showed up and actually stayed...but oh well...
i went to sleep at 4am and got up at 7am and dragged my ass into work...i thought i was gonna die...but i started to feel better as the day went on...i hope that is the last time i put myself through that...cuz there is nothin worse then being hungover and having to deal with people that you have to be nice to...i just wanted to snap all day lol...but i'm calming down i suppose...
my dad sent me 25 bucks...mom gave me 20...umm and yeah that about wraps it up =)
all in all..it was a great birthday =)... but i'm still depressed about being 23..lol
thanks to everyone who wished me a happy b-day =)
----jkm
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[03 Jun 2004|03:03pm] |
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HAPPY B-DAY TO ME!!
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[24 May 2004|01:45pm] |
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well i didn't get my computer fixed yet...but my sister got a new dell for graduation so i'm officially back =)
i've missed you all so you gotta let me know what's been going on in ur lives cuz i'm not gonna be able to read all the past entries...lol..sorry but that would take forever...
well...i shall be in touch =)
JiLLiSSa
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[13 May 2004|03:07am] |
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my computer is screwed up again...
once again i'm at the library...
grr..
miss you all =(
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